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"Knowing yourself" - a philosophical journey

"Knowing yourself"- a philosophical journey                              Chapter-1 Description - This series of chapters  will help you to understand, tackle and to find solutions of your different psychological problems of life . It will also give you broader as well different perspectives of understanding . "Know yourself" we listen this quote oftenly but do we really understand what actually it means?  Is it talking about knowing your persona or emotions or something else ? Well we can't put it within a word or a concept . But we can understand how it actually affects us as well as our surroundings .  Sometimes we get into that kind of melancholy that we can't determine what to do and what to avoid ? We feel so lost that we feel worthless and forsaken. That's the situation where we can actually "know ourselves" or better I say we can " find ourselves ".  What's never lost can never be ...

LET ME HOLD YOUR HAND (CHAPTER-9)

WITHOUT   YOU  "What should I do, Nitya? my mind is really not working at this moment. Please help me!" Sarah asked anxiously. "I don't know, Sarah. That's up to you. But I thought you should let Zayn know first about your past. Whatever you gonna do, do wisely as you are already have someone in your life. Just go and tell Zayn everything about Raghav " Nitya replied. "Nitya, its not that easy to tell Zayn everything . We have met after a lot of hardships and i don't wanna loose him again. I really can't ruin my present due to my past." Sarah said wiping her tears. " Sarah I understand what you said .But you have to sort out things either talking to Zayn or Raghav. If you leave everything as it is , it's gonna complicate your present relationship. So just prepare yourself and muster the courage to face this situation. And the most important thing To live in present you have to come out of your past " "You have his number...

LET ME HOLD YOUR HAND(CHAPTER-8)

                    STEPING AHEAD TOGETHER Sarah sat nervously on the couch fidgeting with the hem of her shirt as she waited for Zayn to come home she had been planning this conversation for weeks now , her heart was racing with anticipation and anxiety. Finally she heard the key turn in the lock and the door creak open Zayn stepped inside his handsome face breaking into a smile when he saw her " hey beautiful" he said. Sarah replied trying to keep her voice steady "i need to talk to you about something, Zayn" . Sarah took a deep breath and said that she was planning on moving abroad for her studies but she had changed her mind "I want to stay in India with you." Sarah said. Zayn's eyes widened in surprise "really are you sure?" Sarah inclined," i have thought about it a lot and i do not want to be apart from you, I love you Zayn i want to be with you ." Zayn looked torn his brow furrowed in concern but what about your studies you ...

LET ME HOLD YOUIR HAND (CHAPTER_7)

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        NEVER LEAVE ME ALONE    Zayn sat by Sarah's bedside, holding her hand as he watched her sleep. He had been with her every day since she had been admitted to the hospital, and during that time, he had come to realize just how much she meant to him. As he looked at her peaceful face, he knew that he couldn't hide his feelings for her any longer. He took a deep breath and spoke looking into her eye. "Sarah," he whispered. "I know this might not be the best time to say this, but I need to tell you something." Sarah stirred and opened her eyes, looking up at Zayn with a tired expression. "What is it?" she asked. Zayn took a moment to gather his words and feelings before speaking again. "Sarah, I couldn't tell you that day but I also had the same feeling for you, I was just feared of losing you, everyone left me whom I loved the most," he said, his eyes filled with tears and his voice with emotions. "And I can't lose you, S...

LET ME HOLD YOUR HAND(CHAPTER-6)

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Can  we get over the distance ? In the starting months, they used to share little things but as time passed things started getting worse. Sometimes he was busy and sometimes Sarah was not able to pick up his calls,  as she was preparing to get admission to an abroad University for her higher education. They couldn't talk properly for so long and the distance between them was palpable. It was a difficult time for both of them as they struggled to come to terms with the situation. Zayn was especially struggling with the guilt of keeping his feelings for Sarah hidden. He couldn't help but think that maybe if he had been honest with her earlier, things would have been different. He tried to move on, but his heart still yearned for her. Meanwhile, Sarah was also having a hard time adjusting to her new life in a new city. She missed Zayn terribly and felt like a part of her was missing. She tried to keep busy with school and making new friends, but nothing could fill the void that Z...

LET ME HOLD YOUR HAND(chapter-5)

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The Confession   Sarah knew that starting a romantic relationship with a close friend could be risky, but she was willing to take the chance with Zayn. One day, Sarah decided to tell Zayn the truth about how she felt.  With sweaty palms and a racing heart, Sarah approached Zayn. "Hey Zayn, can I ask you something?" she started nervously, "Of course, anything," he replied with a smile." you've been such an amazing friend to me over the months and you're always there for me. Lately though...I've felt like maybe there's something more between us.  Are we on the same page?" As soon as Sarah mentioned potentially pursuing something more than friendship with him, Zayn felt like all of his emotions were thrown into chaos.  He thought he knew how he felt about her -- until this moment made everything blurry and uncertain. As he also feels the same way but lately he had made himself promise that he won't express his feelings to Sarah. Finally ga...

LET ME HOLD YOUR HAND(Chapter-4)

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More than friends less than lovers Zayn and Sarah sat at a table in the quiet library, surrounded by towering bookshelves. Zayn was flipping through a thick novel while Sarah was intently reading a book.  Zayn looked up and said, "Have you read this book before? It's one of my favorites."  Sarah looked over and said, "No, I haven't. What's it about?" . "It's a classic romance novel," Zayn replied. "It's all about the ups and downs of falling in love." Sarah smiled and said, "That sounds interesting. But I don't believe in love and all stuff."  Being lost in some deep thoughts, Sara said "I mean how people get addicted to someone then suddenly they leave you like you were nothing to them., and after that, you keep destroying your precious moments of life for them. Ughhh! It sucks." Zayn looking into her eyes says, "I hear you, Sarah. Love can be a double-edged sword. But I don't think it's f...